An emotional conversation 1

Nee: iya sih kecuali idealisme mu itu adalah menyalahkan semua yang ku katakan.

Naa: mm mmm bukan begitu

Nee: kalo begitu artinya keberadaanku mengancammu kan

Naa: tentu saja tidak *ngeles*

Nee: kamu seharusnya terancam dg orang yg benar2 hebat. Bukannya denganku, siapalah saya. Kalo cuma aku sainganmu ya maaf saja, tapi aku ga pernah merasa bersaing denganmu.

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The Summer

The kids in my neighborhood really know how to enjoy this summer.
They play outside and dont mind how hot there is.
That's all bringing me back to my good old days, when i didnt know what the world is, i could only thought my world, my soft cute world, where i hadnt any problem just like now.

it's so mature to say this..
But here i am,
I grow up.
:))

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Ku tahu ada yang berbeda
Kau tak seperti biasanya
Apa kau sibuk?
Jangan jadi buruk
Cobalah hirup
Hal baik yang hidup

Tapi segalanya berubah saat kau ngetwit kangen kalian
Meski bukan aku
Apa aku salah jika aku termasuk kalian

Apapun itu tetap semangat
Tetap berjuang
Taburi dunia dengan manis senyum mu

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No Galaxy, No Entry

it's been awhile

my laziness to write a blog is over 9000 (again)

no, i'm not that busy

neither forget this

i just can't let myself write what i think

i always think a good thing everyday

and i cannot write it down

i'm just enjoying this

and i liked to do what i like

hate what i hate

and write what i want to

my galaxy is always dark

but you know you're the star

would you shine my galaxy, then?

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i never been this good before
you got me so high, blow me up
the words you've spoken i'm not heard
i'm not heard
fuck you

you've been this bad so long
you got yourself wrong
talk about shit like you know anything
like you know what the type is

if you were a plane then you must be crashed
on a single fucking tower
drown in my sea

all you said was a fucking shit
i refuse
you dont what the type is
you dont know the type

you steal a robber
you fail you fucking fool
i'm the only one who stand for a thing
you blow that up!
you'll fall for anything
wrong!
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Meet the Idol

baru semalem ngulik-ngulik twit idol kayak biasanya, ternyata dapet kabar JKT48 bakal promo album di kota ku, mereka promo di sebuah radio. langsung hati kecil ku ngomong "aku harus beli kalo yg jualin mereka langsung" keesokan harinya pulang sekolah aku langsung ke TKP.. setsetset rame bener! aku langsung masuk, masuknya gratis. dan tanya2 sekitar gimana aja acaranya dan ternyata member langsung yang jualin, ya udah aku langsung isi formulir dan antri, antrinya sebentar dan ngasihin kupon ke Ghaida terus dikasih cd sama Nabilah. waw.

ini agak norak tapi buat saya yang berdomisili diluar jakarta wajar aja kalo seneng banget. setelah setaun ngidol akhirnya baru sekarang bisa ketemu langsung, walaupun cuma 3 orang. pada waktu itu cuma ada Ghaida, Nabilah dan Lidya walaupun gaada oshimen saya Cindy.. tapi gapapa. what a nice day!

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Never been this good
Never been that bad
You said it much
Hurt me
I actually like when you're fail
You fell down in my sea

Im such a badass
You know it

I'm spending the cold night in outside
You sleep nice with teddy
You eat bread in the morning, i don't

Despite all of this, i feel relieved after i wrote that

I love you, bad people.

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